“Afflictions”

Intro
I’ve had enough of pretending
like I’m alright
that I’m okay
I try to problem solve this
I take a breath
It’ll be okay
Focus on your future
Learn from your failures

Verse 1

wake up every single day
wishing i had a life and time to spend
with the one’s i love and cherish the most
losing grip of my reality
anxiety fills my brain I can not stomach misery and pain
of never having the time I want with you

Breakdown

I can not change
my past or the actions
that i have made
you learn from your mistakes
theres a lure at the end of this bottle
losing sight of how you were brought up


Chorus

my addictions
cause afflictions
to my friends and family
I’m losing my grip on reality
my decisions
create a division
between you and me
this isn’t how I wanted it to be )

I’m losing the battle from within
slowly slipping away don’t know where to begin
it all started when I lost my sister
I don’t know how to cope, oh god I miss her
feels like I’m losing everyone
day by day and one by one

I hate the man that I’ve become

What have I become
I’ve lost
sight of what matters most in
my life
I need to own up to
my mistakes
before its to late
and I lose everyone
I’m losing my will to carry on


Chorus

my addictions
cause afflictions
to my friends and family
I’m losing my grip on reality
my decisions
create a division
between you and me
this isn’t how i wanted it to be

Breakdown”